Tsundere bite!

my lips are numb
my heart stop for a moment
the breeze feel so much cooler than before
but the air make me harder to breath

I still don't believe what I'm hearing
after all those foul words I've spoken to her
for all those annoying things she done to me
and yet she shouted those words aloud

my anger began to fate
I lost all my senses for a while
I guess this is why she keep doing those things to me
and keep me in a stupid distant from her every time we met

I look straight to her eyes
those eyes started to fills with tears
she lift her head to prevent it to fall
and still try to smile with all her might..

I really don't know what to do
should I reply her words
or just kiss her instead
so we don't have to say anything else

this feel like the longest seconds in my life
as we both just stand still and do nothing
though its not that fun or romantic in any way
that was the first time she said that she love me