Jealousy !

My head is starting to boil and getting dizzy
My heart is beating too fast

I start to questioning things
Everything is wrong in my eyes

There's a part of me that saying that I'm not worth it
I hate myself because of it

I cannot make her happy
I cannot fulfilled every wishes she had

That's why any kindness from other guy to her disturb me
I run amok, because I fail to give her that

Then I want to make her mad instead,
To make her leave me alone in this uncertainty

I had my own pride to be protected
I don't want her to feel my insecurity

WIP mini diorama : 1/144 EFGF M61A5 Main Battle Tank part 1

I build this mini diorama for my entry in Imoutou HGUC group build 
at first I want to build this battle diorama, with a couple of 1/144 EFGF M61A5 "Semovente" Main Battle Tanks and Zaku 2 from the HGUC hardgraph series I bought before, but because of my busy schedule lately,
I must change it to a simple mini diorama that consist of only a 1/144 EFGF M61A5 Semovente Main Battle Tank :p

No Umbrella

I'm always there
Always ready for you by your side

Although only when it rains you search for me
You take cover under me and hold me tight

But that's just the way it is
You never even notice me in your sunny days

I was just left there alone forgotten
Until the rain catch you again, and again