My head is starting to boil and getting dizzy
My heart is beating too fast
I start to questioning things
Everything is wrong in my eyes
There's a part of me that saying that I'm not worth it
I hate myself because of it
I cannot make her happy
I cannot fulfilled every wishes she had
That's why any kindness from other guy to her disturb me
I run amok, because I fail to give her that
Then I want to make her mad instead,
To make her leave me alone in this uncertainty
I had my own pride to be protected
I don't want her to feel my insecurity