Jealousy !

My head is starting to boil and getting dizzy
My heart is beating too fast

I start to questioning things
Everything is wrong in my eyes

There's a part of me that saying that I'm not worth it
I hate myself because of it

I cannot make her happy
I cannot fulfilled every wishes she had

That's why any kindness from other guy to her disturb me
I run amok, because I fail to give her that

Then I want to make her mad instead,
To make her leave me alone in this uncertainty

I had my own pride to be protected
I don't want her to feel my insecurity

But my other part want to keep fighting for her no matter what
And want her always stay by my side

While I'm out there struggling
She will keep on supporting

I want her,I love her
I really need her so bad

And yet I don't want to see her suffer
That's why to her I plead

Holding her hands and kneeling to her
Please endure this phase we had

And I promise you the best of me
With you right beside me

To make it better
To make it brighter

Because she's the only one that can make me do anything
Because she's the reason of my everything

I'll get lost without her
Because my pride will always be her

Sorry for being and so rude recently
It's because I think of you so dearly

Forever I will proceed this jealousy
Because no one else suit better than you and me